forget him!!

I want to forget him!!!!
I want to forget him!!!!
I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!!

SILENT THESE DAYS...好难受啊..我还是选择逃避了.
我调整不了.我做不了什么.我好没用.我从来没发现我自己那么没用.
I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!! I want to forget him!!!!
我好想忘掉.我想忘掉.....
好想好想忘掉...如果没遇到就好了.如果没认识就好了.如果当初没答应就好了.
如果当时不去南京就好了.如果呆在上海就好了..

青蛙说我从来没有心事.每天都很开心.我有吗?我也希望啊.
只是我不开心的时候我不知道找谁说.我只能对着BLOG说.
至少它不会嘲笑我.至少它能容忍我的全部.

突然不想去南京了..原本那么渴望时间过的快点..
现在...现在希望自己已经毕业了..不用再去学校..

SILENT ALL THESE YEARS:

excuse me but can i be you for a while
my dog won't bite if you sit real still
i got the anti-christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
yeah i can hear that
been saved again by the garbage truck
i got something to say you know but nothing comes
yes i know what you think of me you never shut up
yeah i can hear that

but what if i'm a mermaid
in these jeans of his with her name still on it
hey but i don't care
cause sometimes i said sometimes i hear my voice and it's been
here
silent all these days
so you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
what's so amazing about really deep thoughts
boy you best pray that i bleed real soon
how's that thought for you

my scream got lost in a paper cup
you think there's a heaven where some screams have gone
i got 25 bucks and a cracker do you think it's enough
to get us there

but what if i'm a mermaid
in these jeans of his with her name still on it
hey but i don't care
cause sometimes
i said sometimes
i hear my voice and it's been
here
silent all these..

years go by will i still be waiting
for somebody else to understand
years go by if i'm stripped of my beauty
and the orange clouds raining in my head
years go by will i choke on my tears
till finally there is nothing left
one more casualty
you know we're too
easy
easy
easy

well i love the way we communicate
your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
let's hear what you think of me now
but baby don't look up
the sky is falling

your mother shows up in a nasty dress
it's your turn now to stand where i stand
everybody lookin' at you
here take hold of my hand
yeah i can hear them

but what if i'm a mermaid
in these jeans of his with her name still on it
hey but i don't care
cause sometimes
i said sometimes
i hear my voice
i hear my voice
i hear my voice
and it's been
here
silent all these years
i've been here
silent all these years
silent all these
silent all these years